Ha.

Yeah, that's right, ha. im laughing at you, not with you, at you. Why? because i feel bad for you, i think your way of life is depressing, and your outlook on it so common i feel like you're not even a wallflower, more like wall paper. Its surprising to me that people notice you, pay any attention to you at all because you spend your whole life trying to fit into the molds manufactured by your peers. You used to be so cool, i could talk to you for hours and not get bored, and you didn't give a shit about what anybody said. But now, you're selfish, and egotistical. You cover up your own insecurities with fake tanning and makeup, and i barely know who you are anymore. Then again, i don't think you do either. You won't know when you read this, you won't ever know.

I don't even know who I'm writing this to, because i haven't seen the real you in so long its like you're just all gone.

Maybe this is to everyone who just gets along by hiding behind things that define others and hope to fit the shape of the shadows cast by the spotlight on their golden idols.

So maybe i'm preachy, but someone had to say it.